i told you then that i would come
but i'm still stuck at the border
you give yr heart to everyone
but yr only following orders
the lights are on: there's no one home
i'm wilting like a flower
i never thought i'd be alone
at such an awful hour
across the land the lover's curse
has blessed all of these people
here's the hand and here's the church
but there's no one in the steeple
beneath the bed i wrote yr name
and tried to find our purpose
but the ones who said they'd share the blame
they were only here to hurt us
and i know you tried and i know you'll say
that none of this is surprising
you've still got all you gave away
but i lost what i was hiding
i only wish i'd been around
to cherish every minute
but i searched for years and all i found
yr heart was never in it at all
Every one of the songs on this album are cracking good songs. Not a dip in performance throughout. Influences vary but amid the poppier numbers there are hints of The Velvet Underground. followjohnreed
A collection of twinkling bedroom folk-pop demos from Fahim Rahman that arcs from hushed intimacy to sweeping cinematic emotionality. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 6, 2021
This sweet, mournful “loose concept” album from folk artist Ian McCuen tracks a journey across the bleak landscape of American life. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 22, 2022
Dirtbag Transformation: "What is this?" was my first reaction. But what an amazing song. It reminds me a bit of the Pixies in how it pulls together dissonance and then resolves. malfunction54